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Saturday, July 10, 2010
i'am so sick & damn tired!
actually,
kalau ikutkan hati,
banyak aku mau update malam ni,
tp disebabkan kesihatan aku yang x berapa baik, so aku rasa aku memang x bley teruskan dgn meng-update blog ni...maybe pas aku sda sihat, aku akan update,
byk yang aku mau story...
x cukup dgn entry sependek 10 baris ayat jak untuk menggambarkan kegembiraan and perasaan2 lain aku masa dapat jd cigu gnti...cuma yg pasti, bukan perasaan gmbira jak ada, perasaan x mau pegi pn ada...ahahahha....
tp nnt la baru aku akan update kan....
maybe aku jadi sakit ni sbb terlalu pnt...
pnt badan and penat mental....

Okey my lovely bloggy,
i owe u about my entry of friends before..
todAY,
add more...
Plus my entry about my expressions,
and plus again..
my enrtry about first day at school, being a teacher, and knowing my students.....

Many.many.many.
But not now...
hehehe...
later,
see u soon my love bloggy....
owe u many hah....
hehehehe....

Out~

Tuesday, July 6, 2010
♥ love ♥
There's pain in my heart
that won’t let me live.
There's pain in my life
only you can relief.
I'm so glad it was you
that stayed by my side.
You know and I know that
our love will never die.
Our love will always come through.
It's like a dream come true....

 
The hardest thing about dreaming someone you love
is to wake up,
but if the only place I can see you, that is only in my dreams,
that moment, I wish i would sleep forever....

 


Baby, we may not be the best
of what we are,
we may not talk often,
I just want you to know
that no matter
how difficult things can be,
In the long run
You will still have me


                        ♥      ♥       ♥     ♥    ♥      ♥       ♥     ♥                                                                      
                                                                 



in.pain.
Currently watching movies 
( jennifers.Body )
(M)y stomac(h) really in pain....
Oredy drink hot water,
But,
nothing's change....
 too much ate chili,
really painful..(T_T)

Damn!

Continue watching movies...

p/s : Bie, u know how much i love u...Bye2...

Monday, July 5, 2010
kerja.kerja.kerja.
Entah berapa banyak kerja aku sudah apply...
Tidak termasuk application yg online pnya...
haih,
sudah x sanggup duduk bertapa jak di rumah...
amat bosan + no money = my life so miserable!
need to go to shopping....huhu....OMG, can't stand this...
Tengahari t,
aku mau hntr resume aku p tadika...
mo apply jadi pembantu guru tadika...
harap2 bley la aku dapat AS SOON AS POSSIBLE...
Aku blm g sarapan,
sda mengadap lappy update bloggy...
actually hr ni mo update entry pasal my lovely friends...
Kejap lagi la..
After break1st....
C u soon my bloggy sayang...

♥good mood ♥
WEAPON OF MAN : MELTING WORDS
EVIDENCE AS SHOWN BELOW :

Me ( 01: 47 )
B where r u?

Hubbie_bie ( 01 : 57 )
My body at outside syg but u still inside my heart and soul syg...

Hubbie_bie (01 : 59 )
I love u syg

x sempat reply msj...
cuz bie trus kol...
reply kat sni jak la...
I LOVE U SO MUCH BIE...

NOW:
On call..
bie, u x malu, on call kat toilet....
as ♥ ♥ ♥ usual...kan2?hahaha....

LAST WORDS:
'NNT KALO SYG X TDR G, BIE KOL'
'X PYH TGGU, NNT KALO PAGI B CALL LAH'
'BLE SYG?'
'SYG TGH BT APE NI?'

ME:
'BLEY, TGH UPDATE BLOG'

BIE:
'KALO SYG NAK TDR, TDR LA, JGN TGGU'
BYE SYG...
I MISS U

ME:
MISS U TOO...

TUT ♥TUT♥ TUT ♥ .....

**Currently typing all this when i'm on call with him, accidentally asked him repeating question to enable me type what he has said...ngeee...naughty pnya kerja....padan muka bie...**

s u n d ♥ y t i m e !
Memandangkan jam menunjukkan sudah pukul 12.58,
so, aku mention sunday time ni as yesterday la...

Yesterday,
aku, adik2 aku, bf mereka, dan pekerja2 umi ku,
pegi mandi sungai..
nama sungai tu,
'T A B L E'
Di table ni ada air terjun,
ada kolam air panas,
ada pokok yg tertinggi di dunia,
ada mcm2 la....
yg pasti,
table ni mmg terkenal dgn 'kakak cantik @ istilah kasarnya HANTU'
Table ni banyak suda org yg mati lemas..
ble di katakan setiap tahun ada...

Kami sampai table,
dalam lebih kurang pukul 11 lebih,
if i'm not wrong...
Bertolak lewat cuz masak mee lagi....

Sampai sana,
kami mandi manda..
kejap ja mandi manda,
then trus bercadang mo p kolam air panas...
actually,
adik aku yg 2nd yg mo sgt pegi..
aku pn,
ON ja la...

Yang menjadi al-kisahnya,
perjalanan kami mo pegi kolam air panas tu sungguh perit...
Mo pegi kolam air pns tu kena jalan kaki meredah hutan 3.5 km...
Di awal perjalanan tu,
cehhh...
aku masih mantain...
sbb yala,
biasa sda dgn SUKSIS kan...
Lama2 tu aku mula xtahan,
bukan sbb apa,
kaki aku mula melecet...Tanah dalam hutan tu sgt lah lembap sbb pagi tu hujan...
Apa lgi...
Mana x nya,
masuk hutan wearing shopping sandal...
mmg lah dgn segala hormat nya kaki ku melecet...
plus, plus, plus...
ni yg aku paling x suka...
PACAT & LINTAH....
Heran jugak aku, masa suksis dlu, wlupn kami meredah hutan yg lagi menakutkan,
teda jugak aku kenak gigit pacat @ lintah..
Masa dalam perjalanan,
ada 6 ekor pacat gigit aku...
N,
yang ironi nya,
kalau stkt gigit ja xpa,
ni gigit, pas tu continuing bleeding and luka nya besar plak tu...
Pedih gila kaki ku....
Dah la sekor pacat tu gigit d tmpt yg sulit...
hahahaha....
lagi la aku mcm org gila...
asal ja aku jmpa pacat di badan ku,
aku teriak mcm org gila...
monyet2 di hutan tu pn tekejut dgr sora ku...
ahhhahaha...

Perjalanan mmg getir...
dgn becak nya,
pacat nya,
denai yg xrata penuh dgn akar pokok, pokok mati dan pokok tumbang,
jalan trun naik bukit...
fuhhhh,
Tuhan jak tau mcm mana sbrnya aku dgn keadaan masa tu...

Masa mo smpai kolam air panas,
dalam 500 meter sblm smpai,
kami tercium bau yg busuk,
kata Bf adik ku,
itu lah bau kolam air panas,
mmg bau nya menyucuk2 idung...

Smpai jak sana,
teda sda aku rasa indah nya,
sbb badan pnuh dgn pacat,
kaki pedih,
kami bersihkan kaki n mana2 yg ptut,
then kami gerak balik utk pulang smula ke sungai tmpt org mandi manda,
risau jgak aku hari gelap..
sbb masa kami kuar tu sda pukul 3...

Perjalanan pulang,
aku cekal kan diri,
cuma kali ni aku lebih berhati2 spy pacat @ lintah x lagi singgah makan n minum2 di bdanku...huhu..
tp aku gagal jugak...
pacat tu lagi advance...
isap darah d tmpt yg sulit2..
cissss....
kalo aku dpt pacat tu,
mmg aku panggang...
Cma aku xtau bnda nya pacat @ lintah..
harap2 pacat la...
takut lah benda tu masuk ke dalam bdan ku....

 Masa sampai ke sungai tu,
pnya la aku happy...
Huhu..
trs pegi mandi bersihkan badan,
then balik...

Sampai skng,
bekas yg kena gigit pacat & lintah tu bedarah...
cis,
kejam sungguh pacat & lintah di tawau ni..
betul2 dahaga darah owhhh....

Kaki aku sakit betul,
takut jak esok x ble bdri....
Hmmmm...
Hari ni aku x byk men mesej ngan my B...
sbb agak bz and masa pn tekejar2....
sorry bie...
Ni pn,
ntah dia ngah bt pa...
So,
kira blog ni jadi bf aku jgak la....
Syg blog....^_^
Dia ckp tdi...
'NNT BIE DAH BALIK UMAH BIE MSJ'
Tapi,
fuhhh,
balik umah nya tu,
bukan alang2...
jam5 paling awal,
jam7 paling lambat...
TERBAEK LAH CINTA KU...
hahahaha..
papun,
aku ttp cuba utk fhm dia...
asalkan dia happy, aku pn happy...
Okey la my bloggy,
nampaknya,
perut ku sda mula lapar,
sblm perut ni mula mengganas,
baeklah kira nya saya tdur...
huhuhu....

oh ya,
lpa pla..
ada sikit pixa yg ada tym d table...
my lil sista yg snap...

 
Before going...

 

 

 

 
otw...siap putung memutung g....mentang2 teda keta...hahaha...

 
arrived.....

 
eva and ejam...
ejam, he's ma 3rd lil sista's bF...

 

 
US....

Dapat bergambar dekat sign board dia jak, cuz kalo nak tgo pokok yg tertinggi di dunia tu, kna masuk lain path....

 love us...
love u...
love each other...
we are in love...

 
Sampai sni jak ma adik dpt amik pixa,
sbb hp dia pn sda low bat masa tu...
plus,
sda teda mud...
sbb penat sgt...
hehehe...

Nasuhah Laila Qistina
Baby nasuhah lahir time aku xda d tawau...
Tapi,masa aku d UPM,aku ada suruh abg dia,
Aizad, emailkan gambar nasuhah...
Masa tu,aku tekejut jugak sbb aku heran napa dia ni x comel mcm adik2 beradik dia yang lain...dia ni actually adik aniq ammar...

Tp,
aku x kisah la dia x comel pn...masa tu,
really can't wait to see my new lil cousins'...
hehehee...

Then,
aku balik tawau,aku trs p rumah dia,
WOW!
really dia cuteeee sgt...maybe dalam gmbr x cute...
hehehehe...
aku rasa best jak layan karenah dia,wlpn dia suka nanges....
Dia comel!Sgt comel!

Td before jalan,
aku sempat snap dia...

 

 

 

 
bley pla dia buat muka comel gitu...pandai btl c nasuhah ni.....


 
silau mata dia....muaaaahhhhhxxx...syg suhah....(-:

Saturday, July 3, 2010
If a gurl cries
If a girl cries in front of u,
It means that she couldnt take it
anymore.

If u take her hand,
she would stay with u for the rest of
ur life.

If u let her go, she couldnt go back to
being herself anymore.

A gurl won’t cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she
loves the most,
she becomes weak.

A gurl wont cry easily,
only when she love u the most,
she put down her ego.


Guys, if a gurl cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she’s the one who is willing to
stay
with u 4 for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a gurl cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of u,
When she cry bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she’s
feeling?

Think….

Which other gurl have cried with pure
sincerity,
In front of u,
And bcoz of u?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy
or pity,

She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer
possible,
the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too
big a
burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a gurl cry her heart out to u,
And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have
done,
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say “im sorry”.
think about it.

“Appreciate and love those around u so
that u’ll
never regret when it is too late..”


i ♥+♥.+♥. u
Jam menunjukkan suda pukul 3.05am...Ntah kenapa aku x mengantok lagi ni...Firstly, benda yang melayang dalam otak aku ialah dia...Esok dia join budak2 suksis upm bt promosi...Fikiran aku ialah, alangkah best nya kalo aku ada sama...Menyesal aku beli tiket balik awl...Sni pn xda bt apa2 benda..benda yang aku dpt ialah kena marah, maki, caci, hina dan sbg nya...lucu kan...nasib aku tahan hati...nasib jgak ada dia utk menstabilkan emosi ku....
Second,aku pkir esok aku mo bt apa...mcm bercadang mau pegi air trjun n mandi sungai sok...tp ntah la,jd @ x...yang pasti,esok aku mesti mati keboringan....hate all this!really bored!
Thirdly,kepala aku tgh pening memikirkan aku pny masa depan....setiap kata2 yang kuar dr mulut umiku,mmg menyakitkan telingaku...ala,kalo jak aku sda kerja,apa pun yang dia kesalkan,duit ka,barang ka,makan ka,suma aku bley ganti balik....Memang,aku ni x guna,menyusahkan dia jak,abeskan duit dia jak,so,mcm mana lagi dia mau.......aku pening!ntah mcm mana khidupan ni....kadang aku rs x adil.....hidup aku ni,byk yg membuat aku sakit,dr aku happy....
Huhu,baeklah..sebelum aku mencarut lagi panjang,baek aku stop...
okey,
i'm stop~

MOHD ANIQ AMMAR BIN ZAIDI
 


 

 


 

 


 


 

 

 
Hahahaha...
ni la cousin aku...
nakal yg amat...
ni pic yg di snap dpn lappy...
dia ni pantang nampak gadget @ benda2 yang mahal...
mula la dia berangan dia org kaya...


 
aniq masih menyusu g...


 
ni ntah keja sapa...
aniq jadi pmpuan...
hahaha...


 
ni sure,
keja umik...
masa ni aniq mo sgt umi make-up dia,
then umi bt make-up cm gni,
pas dia tgo cermin,
cm ni la muka dia,
x terkata apa2...
hahahaha...
tekejut dia tgo rupa dia....


 
aniq telah di botakkan oleh bapa dia...cian dia...


 
anak arab...