argh,
aku dalam emosi yang sgt x stabil,
mau ja p mampus,
HELL YA!
TERIBBLY MAKE ME SUFFER!
WANNA SEE ME DIE YA?
OKEY,
U WILL HAPPY.
ok...
Friday, May 21, 2010
N U L L
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h 0 p e
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h 0 p e, I hope someday he will come, Accompany me in life, And will ask me the most precious question in this world.. "Will u marry me and be my wife forever until the end?" I will say, "Yes, i do"...    h 0 p e, I hope it flows and feels forever... Our love...   h 0 p e, When the time really come, Ang god sent beautiful present for us, I hope she/he will grow up better... Holding my hand on the day i am younger even old, Pray for me whenever i am not in this world anymore...     h 0 p e, The endless love of us...   Yet, I admit that the power of God, We can't deprive that, Tears and broken heart.. May whatever will come, We will always stand together...   |
Thursday, May 20, 2010
que soy yo y lo que quiero en mi vida? : who is me and what i want in my life?
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  That's all.... |
10.10 am / 20 May 2010
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Aku sakit... Ndak sukak sakit... But, Got to go, sebab hari ni ada kenduri arwah datuk. Baiklah, kena pergi.. So, i'm out.... Doakan saya... |
K e k u a t a n P e n g e t a h u a n
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Menurut himpunan nama-nama indah dalam Islam, Izz Danish bermaksud seorang yang mempunyai keukatan dalam pengetahuan ataupun seorang yang bijak. Apa lagi yang lebih membuatkan kehidupan seseorang bermakna melainkan apabila dia memiliki kekuatan dalam pengetahuan. Alhamdulillah. Tiada yang lebih indah melainkan IZZ DANISH. Bagi aku, nama ni membawa sejuta kenangan dan yang aku tahu, kenangan tu memang tidak akan bisa aku lupakan. Kalau aku redah balik masa first time kami kenal, lucu jugak...sebenarnya masa tu kami bertiga...ada la juga yg lain di samping perkenalan kami tu, cuma aku sdah lupa sapa antaranya...maklumlah, aku kan short term..haha... Aku, genr, dan juga life aktif join chat room sabah:1. Masa tu la kami kenal. Tp yg lucu nya, aku cuma di kenali sebagai lelaki pada masa tu. Mana tidak nya, cara taipan dan perkataan aku betul-betul mcm lelaki. ID aku pn bunyi macam lelaki and semacam jak...Then, after berkomplot dgn life and genr, after macam-macam la d room tu kami buat, baru la aku menunjukkan identiti sebenar aku...Agak electric shock jgak drng tau aku ni pompuan...Tp, nothings going wrong juga after that. Kami berkawan seperti biasa and semakin hari kami semakin rapat. Yet, aku admit yang sometimes, aku slalu hilang tanpa berita. Hari demi hari, Kami semakin kenal siapa diri masing-masing. Walaupun ada orang kata, 'jangan percaya dengan kawan-kawan chatting, semua tu tipu belaka jak', tapi apa yang aku alami, membuatkan aku menolak streotyping tu...At least, not all of them were bad person. Kami bertiga selalu share problem, joys and everything. Apa yang lebih mengisi hidup ku ialah bila aku dapat tau yang genr ingin memeluk islam. Tidak tahu la aku mcm mana mo describe that feelings...It really affected my emotion...(: True day finally came met us... Genr datang ke Kuala Lumpur. Itu adalah pertemuan pertama kami bertiga setelah sekian lama mengenali diri masing-masing di dalam dunia siber ja... Pertemuan kami bertiga membawa banyak sangat kenangan...Terutama dengan gelagat life. Kami sangat menikmati saat-saat terindah itu...Sekejap ja masa itu berlalu, dan genr balik semula ke Kota Kinabalu... Di pendekkan cerita, Baru-baru ini, kami bertiga bertemu semula di Kuala Lumpur, And this is actually where the point of story i want to tell about... At the beginning aku memang marah, I apologize...I was to mad and thinking negatively... But, bila aku dpt tahu yang kedatangannya cuma ingin menemui ku, that is when i seen the real intention of him and how i am very important to him... Danish, Hvala vam, Gràcies, Danke, Xie xie, cảm ơn bạn, asante, paldies, THANK YOU. You give me how sacrifice, patient and loyal make the good relationship lasting forever. You give shown me how man should appreciate their woman, You give me all the strengh that i should motivate in this life, You let me felt how importance was me and your love towards me... Hari tu kami berkaraoke...BEst... And we settle up our problem... Yet, i should admit that my feelings goes upside down when i seen his eyes... I just want you to know that i am very sorry...You know everything... Perkenalan kami smpai hari ini masih dalam keadaan baik, dan aku berdoa semoga ia nya akan sentiasa begini sampai bila-bila.... |
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
___Ang aking lahat ng bagay___
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Ang aking lahat ng bagay : My everything often, the words "my everything" in my life is connected with both of my sister. They are the joy, the cause, the spirit and the strengh of my life. Nurul Aishah bte Alif Mohd Nordin The cause of my smiles.  Whenever we fall apart, i always remember those crazy things we always done... ** Dancing like crazy monkey in our room, and amazingly without clothes...haha** ** Hang out with her boyfriend and eat like we never eat for hundred years, yet we still can laugh and compete to finish up all food** ** Sharing and caring....story up all our problems...[T_T]** ** Quarrel like shit** ** Window shopping and act like rich people evnthough we are damn poor...haha...we like it!** ** Remember how she acting like model, cat walk like beautiful model with her cheap panties...ahaha** ** Ema, aku sayang ko..Fav quotes from her...almost cry when read this especially when we are far away** Nurul Atikah Bte Alif Mohd Nordin The cause of my hope and joy.  Eka..She always be my loved younger sister... ** She is the most adorable person for me** ** Even she is the youngest among three of us, suprisingly..whenever eva and i do carzy and stupid things, she just laugh and say..'Bodonya c eva' & 'Ya Allah kak ema'....yet, she still enjoying our show..haha** ** She + Me = Makan only then pening cuz became fatty one** ** Intelligent sista...i never regret when she's got her result...I remember those memories, when eka n i go to her school for getting her Pmr Result, we both cry for her successful...I lay my hopes on you eka..(:** ** Every man goes upside down because of her...haha..** ** Favourite quotes from her: I wanna be very rich person and will help my family...** ** Very loyal to her Boyfriend..** --Us--    They are the ones you love and care about The ones you take the blame for You will aid them, no doubt The people who you are always there for They too love and care about you The will take the blame for your crime They’ll help you as if they were you They will be there for you when its time Even though at times you fight You don’t want to love them at all And you notice that the your bite Was worse than when you dropped the ball Overall you can hate or love But when it comes to it, the love is above.. Special notes for both of You eva and eka: - Jangan hampakan harapan ku... - Aku ingin lihat kamu berjaya... - Apapun terjadi, hidup kita mesti di teruskan... - Jangan putus asa dalam kehidupan... - Pedulikan apa kata org, let's put FUCK and SHIT to their face...Dorang terlalu dengki...TAK MALU.. - keep it up, always being crazy...ahha... - Last but not least, i will tell both of you before i die... - Aku sayang kamu.... The best things about us are we share our mattresses together, we share our 'inside' and 'outside' stuff together ;p , we share our laughter and tears together, we share our meals together, and we share our dreams together...The only things we are not share together is our man...Those man are another part of our life...and so, still very important to us.. |
:: i am NEWBIE ::
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ALHAMDULILLAH... Lama suda sebenarnya mo buat blog tp di sebabkan penyakit malas, jd sampai hari ni baru |
